Christmas

I met this kid yesterday with one eye. He told me that when my boyfriend Jamie was younger, Jamie was on the of the few kids that would hangout with him on the playground because everyone else called him a freak. I asked him what happened to his eye, and he told me that he had cancer when he was 2, and then it came back when he was 4 and when he was 8 they had to remove his eye. I told him that I thought it was kinda cool, and that it didn't look gross. I told him how it gives him character and he was so shocked that I said that and told me how usually people tell him he should wear sunglasses or they are too scared to look. He told me how in high school was so hard for him because people treated him so badly after he just went through everything that he went through as a kid, and people just would make it worse for him. Some humans are such freaking douche bags! It pisses me off.

I don't have much money for Christmas. It really sucks, I really wanted to give everyone that I live with here in my new home a good gift because they are all so awesome to me. I don't even know what I could make somebody.. Lynne told me that I should just make things... But she has mad talent and can do anything. I have no idea what to do that is cheap. I've got no ideas. =[ 
It makes me wanna cry. I wish Christmas was still a month away.