Howdy

If you feel empty in a part of your life, think about it and figure out what it is. Its never too late to fix anything.

I started this workout called Insanity. It's really hard, I love it. It gives you like a calendar to follow for 60 days and even things you should be eating. So I'm going to follow it, but I did it for one day, the day after I was so sore, but I did it again thinking maybe it could loosen up my muscles or something. Well it got worse, and this is day 3 and I still sore. Its all pure cardio, I really wanna be a sexy bitch for at least a year of my life. :) I'm so excited!!

I love music, I wish my computer would allow me to get itunes or something. My computer is so slow, and old. So anytime I ask it to do anything it sounds like in the computer box its making all theses grinding sounds and all these noises. And Its always telling me I don't have memory, anytime I go to look at pictures on the internet, it tells me that I'm now allowed to view the photos because of lack of memory.

I love being 19!! I cannot wait until I'm just a bit older and I can have money and actually do things and get things I want!! I'll be in my glory! I'm going to buy stuff and not feel guilty, I'll buy myself a new shirt that I love and not think "well what happens if i need this money for something else? I have clothes, who cares if they are all hand me downs? I can still wear them.." and pass up this shirt or pair of shoes or hand bag that I love and cant get off my mind. I cannot wait until I can start school! And be 100% independent and only need myself to do anything. Being 19, I'm almost there! ...... whoa, I just thought about myself in the future.... and its scarey.... I'll be different... I  wont be like how I am now, I'll go through more things and learn more and my views might be different, I might be some weird lady... nahhhhhhh!!!! I'll always be crazy, in a good way. I have not really changed my energy level in years, I'm still me! Well, if anything im more crazy, and happy. and care free! So the older I get, is actually making me younger. :)

I love to talk, I wish I had someone on MSN to talk to right now, so I wouldn't have to come on my blog and talk, nobody really reads this anyhow. Like, three people that already know all of this... Hi Melinda! Hi Brooke! Hi Dylan!! :)