My new balls.

Well after being told many times that I am too nice and I should grow some balls and not let people walk on me... It's finally happened.

I've used them a few times in the past couple of days, I was always worried that if I stood up for myself or said something to someone who needed to hear it, I would feel wrongful and mean. But, I used them and nothing like that happened to me at all. They people I had words with ended up thanking me, telling me they are extremely happy to have me as a friend, and that I am a perfect person and to never change. They said even though it seems like I have been trying to help them, that I have. They said they really appreciate the things I do and how I am straight forward with no lies. It was a very scary thing for me to do, when I said the things they needed to hear I was shaking and my heart was pounding. But it came with a good cause.

I know that I am a great friend, I know I try very hard for others, to help them and do favours for. But that is more the reason I should have some balls, because the nicer you are the more people will use you. And someone that tries as hard as I do to please others, shouldn't be walked on.

Thank you for my new balls. I believe that Jamie has planted the seed for them, and with the encouragement from the lady Lynne I live with. They have grown to be quiet large.