Beautifully Weird

Life is so amazing, I think about it a lot. I love all the times of happiness and even through the hard times you always gain something out of it. I love nature, and how it changes. I love animals. I love feelings and moods and all the weird stuff in life we don’t understand. It’s awesome. I think the brain is a very powerful thing, I think our brain can do anything we want it to do. It’s so powerful. And we store it in our faces, like how come we can’t get everything out of our brain if its stored in our freakin faces!! Its so powerful that when you use it a lot, it aches because it works that hard. Like, scarey!

I’m stressed, but I think once I can get a work permit, once residency comes, once I hvae a life and connnected with a routine. I should start to feel better, less paraniod.

I need to go shower, but first I need some breakfest, and of course coffee. Today, I think I’m going to draw some more stuff. I’ve been drawing more often since I have not been allowed to go visit Beavis. And all my freinds go to school and I can’t use my phone till after 9 o clock. So, I draw. :)

THIS COMING MONDAY IS MY 19TH BIRTHDAY!! everyone keeps asking me to do something fun, go to a club or bar or casino. screw the casino I don’t like the way it sounds there. If someone is going to take my money I want something awesome out of it… And, bars are expensive. And so are clubs. I just want to hangout at home. MY friends, like the ones I hungout with before I was with Jamie, I asked them to go out with me, to this resturant/bar.But they won’t they don’t like alcohol or anything and don’t want to be their if I order a beer. So, Jamies friends like the ones he hungout with before I started hanging out with them too. Are gunna hangout with me on my birthday and go with me to this lil resturant/bar place. Jamie and I go there a lot usually for tuesdays because he can order 2 pounds of chicken wings and it only costs for one pound. hahaha. idk. Jamies mom decided shes going to have a dinner for me. and make me a cake. :)