Shine Clover Shine

I wan’t everyone to see the things that should be charished in life. Because no body notices a sweet smile, a kind word, a cool breeze. I wish people stopped trying to make everything go faster. Seriously, they made toothbrushes that brush for you so it takes less time. That is a ridicious. Everyone is missing what life has to offer.

I started thinking about myself too, I worry so much. And I realized, if I could get myself to calm down and just take things as they come, because at this point in my life its about waiting and researching. And I have done that, so why am I worring about everything that I won’t know untill time passes. Worry is the rust on a blade. My goal is to stop being so paraniod I cannot control everything. I became this way because of all the people in my life that pushed me to do something, do something to something that I can’t do anything about. I’m not angry at them, I also think anger kills. They just don’t think like I do, and I think a lot. No blame on them, one day I’ll be able to show people. I know what I am doing right now is right, I feel it. I feel that soon, if I keep doing what I am doing I’ll get what I wan’t I know I will and everyone that thinks I didn’t try, I didn’t do anything will be shocked to see me so well off. Nobody will ever tell me what I can and cannot do. If I broke a leg, and someone told me I could never ride, I’d prove to them there is way. The only thing that can stop someone is themselves.

Thinking about animals and training. I was thinking how so many people have so much greed. They take a baby horse, a 2 year old thoroughbred that is starting off and beat them to understand. When, they need time to think, and to learn. No body would expect a child to write before they knew the alphabet, or to read before they can write. Learning takes time, which is what life is, time. Time to learn and pass it on.