In the end

Yesterday, I went to go visit Beavis the horse. He was acting really funny the whole time I was with him. I think he could tell that I wasn’t feeling all so great, He probably could feel my dark ora around me. He was acting like, he did not want to do anything, just kept rubbing his face on me. One thing that really surprised me, while I was leading him, he would stop walking and just put his head flat on my back and stand that way, and close his eyes. Like he was going to take a nap while hiding his face in my hair. Silly boy, He was great while riding, He didn’t even need any encouragment. But he did keep pulling on the rains making me fall onto his neck. Jamie my boyfriend told me he just wanted a big hug. I love that horse so much, I dont know what I am going to do if someone wants to buy him.

I’m under a lot of stress and pain at the moment. I am really tired of talking about residency. I’m going to take it into my own hands now, I am not waiting forever to get my paperwork while everyone else that moves here from america gets theirs in a freaking year and its been 3 years for me now and soon to be 4. I guess I will just have to be making some phone calls and hopefully my mom will go to a few places with me to get some answers. Seems government people, wont do anything unless you light a flame under their asses. I need to get my wisdom teeth are as soon as possible, and I was saving for freaking school and I was going to have the money I was going to have the money. But Now I have to pay to get my teeth taken out. I’m bummed. Whatever, it would be worse. AT least i had the money to fix my teeth right!!! so im gunna stay on the bright side. ill make enough money with a work permit for next september and nothing will be in my way this time. I dont need anyones help. =]]]