Watch out for my puddles

I think too much…

I think about things that nobody will ever understand. Like, life. and Space… it bugs me so much that space. People say it goes on forever but… like NO WAYYYY forever is alot of space.. there MUST be an end, maybe it curves like earth? then what is out side of space? And why is it there? Why are their planets around in space.. and fire how come fire can be in space but nothing else can? does that make fire the ultimate element because it can like… float in space.. oh.. and about our like sheild around earth, it has holes in it and so why isnt the gravity escaping? And why isnt the spacey stuff that we cannot live in coming onto earth? UGHH I DONT KNOW!!!!!

and sleep is weird too, and so are dreams. I want to know why we cant just stop… and why do some people like me worry so much? What is up with brains they are so powerful it scares me. IT scares me to think that we have bones and a beating heart in me, some people like feeling their heart beat but when i do i get nervous…. UGH how come some people can think up things like how to make a car or something.. and people say humans are so smart, but if i was the only person to have to make cars i couldnt do it? it wouldnt happen i wouldnt think of that…. i would be content with what i had… like i wouldnt think to put shit together like that at alll so that means im not as smart as other humans… which means that we are not all smart.. like…. wtf! i wanna be smart too!! What makes one person able to do something but the other persont cant do it?